Good news but feeling a little sad?

oohh honey im so with you. i had a miscarriage back in november and ever since then ive been yearning to get another bfp. it seems like everyone around me is getting pregnant, without trying..on birth control, without ejaculation!...ugh! it really stinks. to top that off, my boyfriends drug addicted stepsister is pregnant ...with her 2nd..at 17 years old..it just seems so unfair, doesn't it?